Refrain:
In fact i recognized the way you suffer
But instead of giving help i just got rougher
I cant tell you why i have done this
However youre the one i miss
Im so sorry for all my awful lies
Since i cant get over that
My heart is the next that dies
Cause i already planned my dead
Verse 1:
Although i dont understand what i have done
Cause i was always on the run
I have an explanation for my repellent reaction
It was meant for your nothing else but protection
I knew if i feel bad you carry the burden on your shoulders
And i didn't want to give you all these heavy boulders
Thats why i broke the contact
So your psyche cant get attacked
Verse 2:
The only purpose you gave yourself was to treat me right
Its confusing but somehow this started my inner fight
You carried me on your already bloody hand
But somehow i was not able to understand
Im such a cruel piece of monster to your soul of beauty
Treating you at least half as well wouldve been my duty
I always thought that in front of you i could act strong
But what i got since youre gone is that i was wrong
Verse 3:
I really wonder how it is where you are now without me
When you see me again will you say bye or cry joyfully
It doesnt take much more duration
Cause im out of motivation
Even though through all the years ive been to shy
If we meet again please give me a second try
You dont need to wait that long so please prepair
One day again we will breathe the same air
In diesem Lied kommt die Frau zu Wort die der junge Mann in den bisherigen Liedern besingt. Sie beschreibt ihre Sicht auf seinen Tod und ihre traurige Art und Weise damit umzugehen wird offenbart.
Wer hat was jeder haben will noch braucht,
der ist in grelles Licht getaucht
und soll und außerdem, nein, and’rerseits,
schon obendrein, genau, bereits,
wie übers Ziel [ ... ]
Der Mond ist scharlachrot.
Er rockt sich durch die dunklen Wolken.
Er strahlt wie eine schöne Frau.
Sein Lächeln liegt noch auf dem Morgentau.
Die Sonne küsst ihn zart.
Der Smooth Jazz breitet sich aus
Schwingt sich den Wänden empor
Tanzt an der Decke leichtfüssig
Lacht übers ganze Gesicht
Und meint in unterkühltem Ton
Auch Wolken haben eine [ ... ]